narcissists feed

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narcissists feed

So I figured it out, narcissists feed, or food whatever. It’s my sympathy my empathy that they want. They use that to manipulate me with. Hence the victiming and the sad stories. I get so drained.

I mean with Edi and the fact she had the gene for Huntington’s and she was a liar charming cheat and manipulator and smart made it hard, it took years to see it and here it is 20 years later and I’m still recovering.



So there is this guy in my building, Ross telling me how much he hates Lydia a local vile narcissist, sitting today chatting with her like the best of friends. At the same time he’s telling me about his blindness and bad luck in order to draw me in to feed upon my attention, my attention being my care and my empathy.

Insanity, all of it.

Jerald is a Canadian visual artist, educator and essayist with a focus on personal history through the lens of REBT, rational emotive behavioural therapy, the work of Dr. Albert Ellis. After a debilitating stroke in 2017, he re-tuned his studio to write and explore creating/editing time based art. He has since published 12 books of personal essays and photo-based artwork, the most recent published title Intimate Writings A Living Autobiography “Warning, confidential matters will be discussed.”was released in the winter 2024. His website is jeraldblackstock.ca

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